Monday 29 January 2007

still searching, but am i searching the right place

hello, its been a while and a lot has actually gone by. my son's dad has been burging me about plans for our son's first birthday. The sad thing is i try as much as possible to relate to him as normal as i could without emotions, but its been very impossible. He has told me he might be coming for the birthday party and i am looking forward to him being a part of it.
though i am scared he might turn up and be arrogant and non chalant as he usually is. i called him yesterday and he was talking to someone in the background, i think is dating someone already, he as moved on while i am still here getting hot and cold on his every word.

Obviously and unfortunatly i am still madly in love, and why?  i cannot lay a finger on it. He has never done anything extra ordinary for me and in simple words he has used and dropped me and after all he has done i still long for him.

3 comments:

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  2. thanks for the recommendation

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  3. Move on and do not waste your time to someone who isn't worthy of your precious time. Life is too short to be wasted on craps. Why continue loving your husband wherein fact he doesn't care for you at all! It might be easy said than done but have the determination to move forward and have a brand new life. You deserve to be happy.

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